Ashton is so cute with the whole big brother thing. He is so excited. I use to get tired of Michael when I was pregnant with Ashton always talking to my tummy. Well, guess what? Ashton does the same thing. We lay together on the couch and he wants to hold the baby. It is crazy because you can’t even tell I am pregnant. He wants to know when I am going to get a big tummy like Mrs. Betsy. Who would have thought that a two year old would understand this much? It is crazy.

Anyways, I am getting excited. I have been looking online for sewing patterns for maternity clothes. You can call me cheap because that is what I am. I don’t see the point in paying $20 for a shirt or a pair of pants that you will wear for less than 9 months. To tell you the truth, I don’t pay that much for clothes that I can wear for years. I just don’t see the point, when I can make them for much less. So I can’t wait until I get a paycheck so I can start making clothes. I love to sew.

I will keep you posted. Right now, I am in the process of getting a doctor in Monticello. I want the hospital to be close when I go into labor. I hate to drive or ride a long distance, so I know I won’t want to when I am 9 months pregnant. Any suggestions?

The answer is yes! I took the test today. There is no doubt. Both lines were dark.

I used this picture, because Michael didn’t want me to take the test. I could see myself being about 9 months pregnant and Michael would say we are not going to buy a test.

I am happy even though this baby is a surprise.

The answer is I don’t know. I have just gotten back from Little Rock and have not had time. If I am not, then I am having all the symptoms because I think I am. My luck, I am. But it doesn’t matter. We will work through it all. Maybe tomorrow I will get the nerve up to get another test. But after three test, I am hesitant to buy another. I have prayed about it. If I am, then God has a reason. Sorry this is short, but I am tired and ready to go to bed.

Today, I am going to workshops from 8:30 – 3:30. I had so much fun yesterday. When we got here we watched Big Brother. I have never watched that before. Don’t really care to again. It just isn’t my Real World. After that we went to my favorite Little Rock resturant (Olive Garden). It was great. I have no idea what we are going to do today after our workshop.

I think Michael is having a nervous breakdown on taking care of Ashton. Please keep him in your prayers. I am serious. He is a nervous wreck.

Just an update on me. I think I may be pregnant, which we be totally off of my schedule that I was planning for. We were planning to get pregnant in September so I could have the baby in June when school was out. Hopefully, the hag will come and I am worrying for nothing. Anyways, I will love the baby even if it comes in April instead of June. I will let everyone know when I am sure. I am just worried about expenses.

I want everyone to have fun at Betsy’s shower tomorrow. Tell her Congrats for me.